So, I finally changed my wall!! no, haha joking! just got some thick paper for a project, so figured it out I could change my background ( yeah I know you can do it in photoshop too, but now I really don't have the time to play with photoshop)!
Why blurred lines? Well, it's one of my faw songs this summer, but Miley Cyrus totally ruined it for me! haha, no joking, can't ruin such spectacular song!! But she did gave me nightmares, that is true!
Dunno what's going on with the girl, but I believe she is going through "that awkward stage in your life" when, just before you get to grow up a little (in your mind, not by age), you do a few stupid things and lead this crazy way of livin' cause you don't care and the world can f*** themselves. Unfortunately her awkward period of life was seen by the whole freakin' world. Which made me think about self-esteem. Oh, but she wasn't the only one who made me think about it!!
My friend showed me this youtube video of this crazy-amazing-very down to earth girl from L.A.!
And she is talking about confidence in one of her videos, and it's totally true, everything that she says.
In the past I was so freakin' concerned with what who's thinking about me, how do I look in someones eyes, why someone doesn't like me, and was kinda bitch crazy! But then u reach this point in your life when you give yourself a big slap in the face and ask your self - wtf bitch??
I mean, I know what my virtues are, and I fer sure know what my vices are, so I try to work on both of them! But not cause of society, but cause of myself, cause I will have a better life, not you, I WILL!!
And some things will never change, I am who I am, don't like it, bye bye. I will always have strong opinions about something, will try to look the other way, but usually my feeling about stuff never plays tricks on me! And my life is soooo much better now - now that I can show my middle finger to everyone, cause I really, truly, couldn't care less. In fact, things that bothered me before, make me laugh now, and it's so much better! I don't call myself freakin' buddha, haha, I just learned some things, - and hey, I keep learning! I always knew I should care, but couldn't break it inside of me, and it kinda happened in a day, just "puff" gone! ofc we all have ups and downs, and days we feel invincible and days we feel like losers, and with that our confidence balances, but at least once u have broken it inside of you, that type of barrier, it's much much easier to get up on your feet again!
So watch her vid, she will explain it even better! And btw - great job girl! And I was surprised that u are from L.A.!!
Oh, and now about my clothes - haha! So, here I am wearing a bodysuit I never got to wear actually! And it's from Bershka I believe, for 5 euros only! love cool cheap stuff!
well, those shorts I had them already and they are Tom Taylor's! And for the evening, when it gets a bit breezy, u can put a jacket on, jeans could work too, or a blazer, omg pink blazer!!! or as I did, a fluffy jacket!!! (it's awesome cause it's really warm and soft). Told you I have a thing for fluffy clothes! And be expecting loads of them muahahhaha!
Well, today I'll try to make a DIY cannabis tee, but ONLY if I finish in time my essay, remember kids - school comes first! hahah!
So be good, and if I'll make it, I'll post it ofc, and make pics of step by step, so u guys can try it at home
Loooooove,
Vikheey
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